Please change before it is too late!!!

If it was from you to the sense of shame I've gone better just tell me the truth, if indeed that there is still a sense of shame try to show that I'm not confused with the way I feel at the moment.

I still remember with fear when you want me to show you I'm into adoringly, you fear if I only play feelings you have, if you fear you not me adoringly reply. but, I missed with all the fear that once you show it to me.

 

I'm here trying to maintain the feeling of you ever you entrust to me, but I still don't understand what's on your minds? your real character that is always changing in a short time  

 

because of that love built by two people who love each other and have to be defended by two people. but, if just one person's defending that why there should be love love at the beginning of the meeting?

 

When you feel neglected, I always try to make the atmosphere becomes normal again, in order for you to be warm again could remain comfortable with myself. but when I'm feeling ignored, you're no attempt to make the atmosphere warm up again, you even make me feel excluded by your real character.

 

actually I'm tired of always succumb after a relationship that still look fine. I'm sad to feel neglected, I'm sad because I feel we cannot ignore the feeling I got when you need me there alone, my heart is not a toy for you!!! someday if I disappear from your life unexpectedly, please you do not regret it. should you try changing, trying to better appreciate, because I know you are more mature than me.